Xiaojustin-Goodboy(:

Oh lady, can you just leave me alone and let me smoke to death.
i am having a confusion year this year. shag.



soon, i am going to run home again. nb i hate my house my family and everything they done to me and i done myself.
i can't tolerant anymore.
my fault everything my fault.




f.uck, i piss-ed now!
even if i never study also must go help out my grandma stall.
that i am suppose to be sleeping at home.
i am asleep, my brother stolen my money. nb 10dollars lehs.
he help out ahma ahma give him money, i never take. i help out with a black face.
and he took my 10dollar. what am i suppose to do.
miss J's



Xiaojustin-Goodboy(:

well, start on the story of yesterday,
boring,moody and HYPER.
slept at 2am, wake at 3.45am, my brother sucks.
want use room call me wake up. -.- make me can't sleep le.
use comp dota lols dota one round watch tv. dad call-ed and i am awake.
blurblur go school kena send home. lols cause is holiday le! wee.
hahahas. i am not going to school until my N!
went to help my ahma, tio gan. nb
she dont know the problem why i am so blur and tired.
cause of what LOOK on top the paragraph you should know!
she wont see it anyway (:
loser. fuck i just went off.
song, tired and bored. bye went off now. DOTA-ing! (:
miss someone who use blog too. J's

Xiaojustin-Goodboy(:

wondering of something, thinking of her.
maybe mia-ing,sorry. my N is over soon.

08 10 09 is my last day in secondary. (: i gonna f.ucking get out of this school.
and my tolerance is ending. (:

miss her,mia-ing.


yiyi, i hate you. since the last time you call-ed me zhier is december!
was so long i thought.


Xiaojustin-Goodboy(:

thinking of her, every second when i am walking. howhowhow,
w00ts, saw elvina yesterday, wait-ed for her 2years but no hopes. (:
same to jessica wait-ed for round 7to8months maybe 2years even better, i want her not other one else. lady, everytime the first think i reach home think of you saying when can i give up, when can i let go of you, when when when. and why it's so hard.
just like a rock squeezing me to you hardly and not to let go but for you, its just a stone kick off and fuck off.
i can't forget. i can't do anything now even my studies.

Miss JESSICA LIM SHI HUI, can you kindly please give me a chance.
but you love brian alot!

forget it. no point for saying it here.
hopeless me. i am a bastard.

Xiaojustin-Goodboy(:

a smile to everyone does not mean i am happy everyday.
PON school session, (: went to joseph house and slept just can't sleep so well,cause thinking of her.
it's hot anyway. i just reach-ed home (:
imissher


Xiaojustin-Goodboy(:



hais, jessica i really can't understand why i can't forget you.
even i did not see you i did not message you or even call you.
i want you, but you have brian. yongchin thanks for everything to stop waiting for jessica, but i really really can't as what i know. i really can't concentrate on my studies and everything i done. give me a answer why.
i wait-ed but i just can't forget, i pray for god i ask-ed for help to let go of you.
I CAN'T TRUELY I CAN'T!
i am sucha a asshole, useless.
maybe for me is a fate, for you is nothing.
i only know that i keep pon-ing schools when i fall-ed in love with you.
that's what i really know.
after i told you that i love you, today is the first bye you gave me.
i am that much really happy when you just talk to me but i am freak-ing jealous that brian have you as his stead.
You're th one that i really thought of now even i did'nt see you. i came in to school and saw you are that happy, i am happy but i am shag.
even now,was thought to cry out everything but i can't.
just like a stone stuck my tears out of my eyes.
even you dont message me i don't mind cause you have brian but i really want to talk to you. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHS.
forget it, i wrote it you maybe you won't see too. sorry for mak-ing you guilty but i can't just let you go.


BASTARD ASSHOLE USELESS SHIT DOG MOTHER FUCKER BITCH DUMB IDIOTIC RETARDED CRAZINESS LOSER JUSTIN. he's suck in his life, his life is shit without you to bright him up.

no one can like me for just a freaking month! even yiyi mia me since she graduated.

Labels: nobody, th guy mia-ing

Xiaojustin-Goodboy(:

wah, thinking of her. went to maplewood park play basketball around 8.30pm.
came back around 10pm. use comp all the way.
just realise that everyone is treating like stranger. i want to change my life soon.
weikiaw want xl ah. i have no patience on you le. i wont forget what you say and the attitude of your talking. tolerance got limit.
victoria wants to feed me. lols.
lady, miss jessica lim shi hui. imissyou.

Xiaojustin-Goodboy(:

yeah,reach home at 6am today.
cycling with shancai,weilun(mybigbrother),yuhongkor,junjie,kianwei,edmund,bobby,jeff, onemore forget name le x{ and ahdi.
meet at 107, i went to kianwei bhouse take extra bike for my brother and come back 107.
reach le all zao. i buying milo somemore. drink until half give my brother.
cycle until cramp.
THINKING OF HER IS WHAT I USUALLY DO THIS OFTEN. MAYBE NO MORE HOPE FOR N!
we cycle to east coast, and none stop cycling to jetty, sat down and slack for awhile.
A little boy came and say want buy drink then we all buy LOLS.
shancai kena ka by a little girl lehs.
ate and drank. all cycle all the way to changi beach.
around a 3 to 4 hours to reach there. reach-ed changi ate nasi lemak. and continue our journey from changi to pasir ris and all the way down to old tampines road towards hougang.
both leg cramp now!

even yuhong also know that i like you,J's.

Xiaojustin-Goodboy(:


hais, been so long le. yiyi, i hate you! after your graduation seems our relationship getting further and further le wor. dont understand why lo. yiyi, no matter what zhier will still remember you kay! forever yiyi&zhier. (: i miss you so much after your graduation. misses are long. yiyi's zhier is here. (:


J's, you should know i am saying bout you.
why just can't you give a try. or what so ever. what the fuck i seems to spoil your relationship of you and brian. nothing much. ihateyou. but i dont know when can i give up.

N's level!! study study study.